Videos of Letter and poem.

A friend of mine made these videos of Ashtar's letter and poem for me. They are very nice! 

Letter from Ashtar.

A few days ago I got a letter from Ashtar and with his permission I will now share it with you all. 

Beloved it is I , Ashtar.

My dearest love , it brings me joy to have this chance to speak with you , sometimes in my daily work I get the time to reach out to you while you sleep . Admittedly I do not get the time to do this as much as I would like but realise you are ever in my heart and always in my thoughts my darling . There is so very much I wish to say my love , your trials are so hard yet I am , so far , not with you yet , and it pains me to have to experience this separation from you . You really are like the very air that I breathe , so very necessary to my very existence that without you I would surely not be all that I truly am . Such is what we are to each other my sweet precious dove . This being apart is very hard for us both I know , for we do yearn to be together ever so much but this being apart does indeed strengthen the bond that is growing between us even now as I speak to you from my heart.

But I feel I need to explain the why's and wherefore's of it to you my beloved , so that you do not fret over these little trifles that are keeping us from being together . Peter has touched upon the karma that needs be balanced between twins before they can be together but there are several other smaller issues too my dearest . Nothing all that imposing but they are real and do have an impact on us both , small though it may be . The first one is the way we view time as to us it is variable not in a linear constant . The best way to describe it is to say we live in the now , the eternal moment , where you are still by all intents and purposes , to an extent , drawn to live in linear time as measured in hours and days etc. This is indeed understandable but it's important to see that linear time as you have known it is falling away now and giving way to the NOW moment .

Living this new way in this moment at first will be new to you but it is nothing to fear or really be concerned about , not really . You will need a little time to be able to finally get used to it but in the end it will come to you as easily as breathing . What it means is that you will find yourself putting less and less importance on when and where of things and more on the how and why of them dear love . And in doing this you will find that the things of your daily life take on a more intimate interest to you . You'll realise they are being done yes , but you'll spend far less time concerning yourself about them than you used to do , and more on 'how you wish them to go' , you will no longer be so worried about WHEN they get done as to HOW AND WHY they do . And to WHO'S benefit it is .

The other thing that tends to get in the way is the actual way we live our life as a being , we live in a way which focuses on service to others and even though you do all you can to apply a similar way to your own endeavours you aren't so accustomed to doing this yet yourselves . This is understandable because you are only now learning to think in this way about everything where we have been living this way for a very long time my sweet princess . So don't , what is it that you say here on planet , oh yes , don't beat yourself up over it , it is really no big deal , as Peter puts it . But what it means is we put the needs of others ahead of ourselves at all times even when this may prove to be inconvenient to us . 

And finally my blessed one , my truest love , we REALLY ARE VERY , VERY BUSY here . I know it may not be that evident to you all just exactly what we are up too and why it is taking so long to do it but please let me take this opportunity to reassure you all it truly is vitally necessary that we do everything in a certain way so as to ensure our total success , but I truly must admit some of the ways people do things down here on planet are indeed a bit redundant , I must say , long winded and cumbersome to say the very least.

And to close my dearest love , being so very , very close and yet not be able to go pick you up so you can be with me already is indeed very difficult to cope with I must say . As always I yearn for the day we will meet and be able to be together my beloved . Forever your loving twin , Ashtar .

Images

There are many different images of Ashtar on the Internet. This one I find very nice, even if the hair and eye color is wrong. This was also the image that caused a reaction of recognition within me when I saw it for the first them in February 2012. Back then I didn't know anything about Ashtar. 

When I was a teenager I found an image that reminded me of the man that I've had pictured inside my head from an early age. It wasn't exact, but it was the closest I could find back then. Don't mind the hair style or hair color. It's the facial features I'm refering to. This is the image:

Twin flames and love.

This is a video about twin flames and the powerful love that exists between twin flames. I like the way the woman is passionate about this subject. It makes it more interesting to listen to.

Dancing and teasing.

I was standing in my childhood bedroom. The lights were dim and everything felt very cozy. Ashtar was standing behind me with his arms around my waist. I smiled and turned around to look at him. To my surprise he didn't look like he usually do. Instead of blonde hair he had red and short hair. His face looked different as well, but he was still tall and good looking.

He grabbed my hands and we started to dance slowly and gently, even if there was no music. I was looking at him all the time and wondering why he looked so different. Eventually I decided to ask him about it.

"I thought you might like this look," he answered with a teasing smile.

I shook my head and his smile got wider. He sat down on a chair and his appereance started to change in front of my eyes. The red hair turned into blonde and became long. His facial features changed into his own. I could see him very clearly and it made me happy. 

I sat down on a chair next to him and said: " I have never seen you this clearly before."

"Really?" he answered and kept on smiling. His serious eyes were shining.

I gently grabbed his hand and we just sat there while holding hands, looking at each other for a very long time. I was surrounded by a calm and peaceful atmosphere. Everything felt just right.

In this dream you can see that Ashtar can sometimes be a little bit of a teaser, but in a gentle way. 

A love poem.

The other day I got a love poem from Ashtar and it really moved me! I have never gotten a love poem from anyone before. His words made me very happy and I thought I'd share it with you. 

How I love you I can count the days

From the night we meet 'till we meet my fleet

I love thee like the brilliant sunset viewed from space

and the purest light that comes from your face

How do I love thee

like the rays of love that pour from the cup of cornucopia in the hands of grace

and the merriment I see upon your lovely face

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Visit to Erra.

I was in space and in front of me I could see a beautiful planet. I heard someone say to me "Erra" and I immediately knew it was Ashtar's home world. I was drawn towards the planet and a few seconds later I found myself standing close to a stream near a smaller mountain. The vegetation was very beautiful with thick leaves and high trees. It's difficult to acctually describe what it looked like there, but the place looked so healthy and seemed to just sparkle with life. 

All of a sudden I found myself sitting on a dragon. He was huge and seemed to have a dark color of green or blue. We were flying in the air and I saw his huge wings beat in the air. I raised my head and noticed that Ashtar was there with me. He sat also on a dragon and he gave me that serious look that always makes me feel even more attracted to him. 

The dragons were circulating each other in the air while Ashtar and I looked at each other in the eyes all the time. It felt like this lasted forever and I never wanted it to end. 

Ashtar has on several occasions tried to make me understand that he is my twin flame. Even if his name screamed inside my head in March 2012 it took me quite a while to finally understand that. This was one of dreams where he tried to make me see that we belong together. 

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The man in white.

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I was standing inside a fog and on each side of me stood my two male guides. They have been with me for as long as I can remember. I looked straight ahead and noticed a man walking towards me. He had blonde hair and a very muscular body. He was tall and I noticed that his shoulders were very broad. The man was dressed in white pants and a white shirt. He was smiling towards me and I smiled back. We shook hands before I woke up. 

I had no idea who this man was when I had this dream about 3-4 years ago. Today I know it was Ashtar. 

How it all began.

"Is this what you want?" he asked me and placed a hand on his chest, making me believe that he was referring to himself. 

The man in front of me was very beautiful with shoulder long, blonde hair and a fit body. He was dressed in white and his serious eyes looked straight at me. A white fog covered the ground and there was nothing else to see. I felt immediately drawn to him. There was something about him ...

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"Yes," I heard myself answer before I woke up.

In March 2012 I finally realized who the man whom I had pictured in my head my whole life was. I have been searching for him for as long as I can remember and when I found him all the loose pieces started to fall into place. I have always felt a deep love for him, even if I didn't know who he was for many years. But one day I asked my guides for my twin flames name.

They answered and the name that started to scream inside my head was "Ashtar". 

He's on his way.

I stood in my livingroom and could clearly feel someone's presence. I couldn't tell who's presence it was and it made me a little bit nervous because he or she felt very determinded and strong. I looked around, but couldn't see anyone. All I saw was that it was night outside.

On the wall hung a painting of Mona-Lisa. I walked closer and saw a note being attached to it. I gentle grabbed the note and opened it. On the inside it was written:

"He's on his way ..."

This vision came to me about 3-4 years ago. Back then I had never heard of Ashtar, but I felt deep inside that this vision was about the man I've had pictured inside my head from early childhood. 

Welcome.

This is a blog for you who wants to learn the truth about Ashtar Sheran. The Commander over GFL. The information on this blog comes either directly from Ashtar himself or from me, his twin flame.