How it all began.

"Is this what you want?" he asked me and placed a hand on his chest, making me believe that he was referring to himself. 

The man in front of me was very beautiful with shoulder long, blonde hair and a fit body. He was dressed in white and his serious eyes looked straight at me. A white fog covered the ground and there was nothing else to see. I felt immediately drawn to him. There was something about him ...

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"Yes," I heard myself answer before I woke up.

In March 2012 I finally realized who the man whom I had pictured in my head my whole life was. I have been searching for him for as long as I can remember and when I found him all the loose pieces started to fall into place. I have always felt a deep love for him, even if I didn't know who he was for many years. But one day I asked my guides for my twin flames name.

They answered and the name that started to scream inside my head was "Ashtar".