Paparazzi outside the window - protected by Ashtar.

This is a dream I had a few weeks ago where Ashtar shows that he's very protective of me.

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I was sitting on a bed in a room. The room had white walls, a white sofa and white linens on the bed. White is a very regular color in my dreams with Ashtar. Huge windows were in front of me and when I looked outside I saw sand. I realized that we were surrounded by a desert. 

Ashtar was sitting on a white armchair. We spend some time together, talking and enjoying each others company. 

Then all of a sudden I noticed somebody outside the window. It was a man and he had a camera in his hands. He started to take pictures of me and after a while more men and women showed up, all of them wanted to take pictures of me. I realized they were paparazzis. I tried to cover my face with a book.

Ashtar immediately rose from the armchair and stood in front of me, showing his back to the paparazzis. I crouched on the bed while he leaned over me, shielding me from the paparazzis with his body, protecting me. 

After that I woke up. 

Just a smile.

Sometimes my dreams with Ashtar are short, but sweet. Yesterday I had a dream like that. 

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I entered a smal room. There were no furniture there, only two windows on each side of me where the light was shining in. The light inside the room was poor, but it created a calm atmosphere. 

Ashtar was standing in the end of the room with his back towards me. I noticed that he was very tall and that his body was fit. He was dressed in bright colored clothes and he had even a mantle on that went down to the floor. 

Once I was inside the room he turned around and I heard myself say his name. He looked at me with his beautiful eyes and smiled. It really was a very sweet and gentle smile that moved me. It was a smile that expressed more than words ever can.

Dancing and teasing.

I was standing in my childhood bedroom. The lights were dim and everything felt very cozy. Ashtar was standing behind me with his arms around my waist. I smiled and turned around to look at him. To my surprise he didn't look like he usually do. Instead of blonde hair he had red and short hair. His face looked different as well, but he was still tall and good looking.

He grabbed my hands and we started to dance slowly and gently, even if there was no music. I was looking at him all the time and wondering why he looked so different. Eventually I decided to ask him about it.

"I thought you might like this look," he answered with a teasing smile.

I shook my head and his smile got wider. He sat down on a chair and his appereance started to change in front of my eyes. The red hair turned into blonde and became long. His facial features changed into his own. I could see him very clearly and it made me happy. 

I sat down on a chair next to him and said: " I have never seen you this clearly before."

"Really?" he answered and kept on smiling. His serious eyes were shining.

I gently grabbed his hand and we just sat there while holding hands, looking at each other for a very long time. I was surrounded by a calm and peaceful atmosphere. Everything felt just right.

In this dream you can see that Ashtar can sometimes be a little bit of a teaser, but in a gentle way. 

Visit to Erra.

I was in space and in front of me I could see a beautiful planet. I heard someone say to me "Erra" and I immediately knew it was Ashtar's home world. I was drawn towards the planet and a few seconds later I found myself standing close to a stream near a smaller mountain. The vegetation was very beautiful with thick leaves and high trees. It's difficult to acctually describe what it looked like there, but the place looked so healthy and seemed to just sparkle with life. 

All of a sudden I found myself sitting on a dragon. He was huge and seemed to have a dark color of green or blue. We were flying in the air and I saw his huge wings beat in the air. I raised my head and noticed that Ashtar was there with me. He sat also on a dragon and he gave me that serious look that always makes me feel even more attracted to him. 

The dragons were circulating each other in the air while Ashtar and I looked at each other in the eyes all the time. It felt like this lasted forever and I never wanted it to end. 

Ashtar has on several occasions tried to make me understand that he is my twin flame. Even if his name screamed inside my head in March 2012 it took me quite a while to finally understand that. This was one of dreams where he tried to make me see that we belong together. 

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How it all began.

"Is this what you want?" he asked me and placed a hand on his chest, making me believe that he was referring to himself. 

The man in front of me was very beautiful with shoulder long, blonde hair and a fit body. He was dressed in white and his serious eyes looked straight at me. A white fog covered the ground and there was nothing else to see. I felt immediately drawn to him. There was something about him ...

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"Yes," I heard myself answer before I woke up.

In March 2012 I finally realized who the man whom I had pictured in my head my whole life was. I have been searching for him for as long as I can remember and when I found him all the loose pieces started to fall into place. I have always felt a deep love for him, even if I didn't know who he was for many years. But one day I asked my guides for my twin flames name.

They answered and the name that started to scream inside my head was "Ashtar".